It was a cracking of brains when I had to choose a significant title for every of my entries but never mind, it's a good chance to mind-exercise...
So let's start with what I had these few days....
Some times when mom never calls to ask my condition, friends ostracise me, closed ones ignore me, I would start to think that what I am for them? Am I really that worth? They will only look for me when I am needed? And the list goes on. My mind will just go wild.
Time is the most crucial thing to have this settled. When I started thinking in that way, I would tend to stay alone and it's really alone!!! Confinement of mind takes place... AND will derive to a point where I start having the imaginations and positive thoughts...
It was all rubbish stated above, nvm...
My best fella has gone back to hometown, he will be missed for sure, it has been weeks that I met him last time. Kinda missing him now, gotta date him out when he comes back!!! N it was also quite touching when he mentioned that he wanted me to join him in his organisation events... Appreciative...
On the other hand, the list of my friends has another cross... Just another cross makes no change at all, just that I really feel to the depth in my heart to lose a friend like him. An altered him suits none of his past fellas...
Lastly, i would like to mention about the closed fella I have... I can't think any bad things of his to be told.
But to think back about that, I know nothing about him besides his name and great attitude and manner towards me.. Le sigh... STALKING IS HAPPENING!! *blink2*
I am so gonna drag this fella to come out more often !!!
AND LAST LASTLY, the apple of my eye has turned into a non-edible one, It's really tough to get near to her when u're not in the same class and clique... 😞😞😞... How I wish I could be in anything that could at least be with her for a while...
Till here...
Mayo-
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