This feeling is overwhelming... I feel so lost and out-reachable.
People whom I could share with have turned into used to. I am really on the no-luck period I would say.
The sudden role that I have to take is really do a sucky effect on me. I donno what else I could say regarding to this, but one thing that Im very sure, I am helpless and speechless... All I can do now is just like what in the past accept this shitty job as the lesson to learn in my journey.
Some times, I really wonder why I would take all the suffers to do harm to myself when I can choose to live freely from all the additional stress? School work have alr given a chunk of tensions, now what? School work comes in the package of events and stuff? Responsibility kills...
I have such a high-recognised responsibility to be held. I know that when I have these all done I would feel the greatness of all, but the processes are crazy. The insanity level goes beyond crazy...
I just hope that everything will go to the soothing way...
Till here-
Mayo
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