Let bygones be bygones...
Apparently, I have used to what I thought I couldnt get used to with, the mundane lifestyle.
Now, I have no more worries in keeping people's at ease and using any harsh words to articulate what I really feel inside.
I wouldnt have thought that I could stand still without any supports from others. Should really give myself a tap on the shoulders.
Well, now Im under this "everything-screwed-up" condition. Upcoming exams, upcoming events and family issues...
Exams are just around the corner, next week to be precise. i have been studying out for freaking 4 days and Im dead for real!!! I dont think those studying out sessions I did any revisions but well, I did help out with my friends' enquiries which made me feel good.. :)...
Regarding to the event, the Club that Im in is going to have the largest event of the year which is the ISF, International Students Festival, happening in December. Im in charge of the Admin department, the head of it. Im feeling quite happy though, as this will be the first time to be in Admin sector. There will be surely a lot of things for me to learn for... :)...
And the event is under preparations from this month onwards, all the international students from variosu countries that are involved in this eent are asked to prepare for their performance and Today Jason, Dexton and I went to ask for some funding from SIF, Singapore International Foundation in order to expand our event to its maximum.
As regards to my family issues, my grandpa is currently warded in SGH, he just had an operation in the head a few days back. I feel melancholy whenever I step into the ward that he is in. he is alr 73 yo, supposedly has to enjoy the fortune that he earns from these years, but now because of a slight fall, he has to be warded and suffered from all these, this is how life unfairness goes. Another saddening thing would be my grandma whose body isnt that fit is here with my grandpa as well. In them I see how "true" love could be developed through the odyssey that they have been through, I am really touched. Hope my grandpa could get discharged soon , and grandma's condition also gets better. It's simply so sad to see the old shells of them suffer from all the un- necessities...
Till here, update again..
Mayo~
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